Accepting changes

I am not very good at accepting change. I know life is nothing but constant changes but its hard! Bryan and I's life is on a new roller coaster and I am scared for it. I have always eventually accepted and loved every stage of life we have been in. When we moved to Florida and started medical school I was so nervous. I cried a lot because I did not know what to expect. I hate not knowing what to expect. But once we got here and settled in I started to love it.  


Bryan just finished his second year of medical school and studying for his first boards. This is a huge test. Afterwards he starts rotating in the hospital for the next 2 years. Instead of having a study all day husband I am going to have a gone all the time husband. Bryan studied a lot these last 2 years but he was always home and I never felt lonely because we were in the same house. Now with me working nights and him practically having a job (just doesn't get paid, well actually he is paying money to work in the hospital!), I am scared we will never see each other. This is the change I am not ready for. 


This last month I have been so emotional. I kept asking myself why am I crying all the time. Then it hit me. A huge change is coming up in my life and I always cry when that happens. I know most people would say grow up and this is not that big of a deal-people are dying of hunger in Africa. But for me this is a big deal.  However, I know it will all work out and it will not be as bad as my mind is making it to be. After the change happens I always love it. I always love the next stage of life better than the last one; after I accept it. 

Birthday Present

On my birthday after my facial I came home to get ready for dinner. Bryan said he had a surprise for me. He blind folded me and took me on our deck. I thought he bought patio furniture and was getting mad inside. But when I opened my eyes this is what I saw:

A GARDEN ! I WAS SHOCKED.

My first strawberry.
My first cherry tomato.

We have strawberries, roma tomatoes, cherry tomatoes, heirloom tomatoes, zucchini, red bell pepper. This garden makes me so nervous that I am going to kill it. I can't wait until I make a dinner with food from my garden.

Adventures in March

March was a fun filled month. Its making April feel boring. The month started off with me ending job orientation and started working on my own. Next, Devin Lynette and Austin came into town. Lynette and I went to the beach on Saturday while Devin and Bryan drove up to Daytona Beach for the Supercross races.

Mom came in next on Monday. That week I worked Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday so we could all go to Disney World on the weekend. I came home Thursday morning from work and we headed up to Disney. I love Disney and it never gets old. This was Devin, Lynette, and Austin first time to Disney. Alisha flew in, and Logan and lauren drove up too. It was a small party! My mom went on a roller coaster and I was shocked. Lauren was 9 month pregnant and we got a wheelchair for her. It was also a great vehicle to stash all our stuff!

This was our first time to Animal Kingdom and it was awesome. We always go to the other 3 parks and skip Animal Kingdom. I thought it was just a zoo. Its not a zoo at all and it has awesome rides.

After Disney World mom came home with us and relaxed in the sun. After I worked my 3 days I would hang out with my mom. It was fun to come home and not have an empty house. It feels so empty now.

March is my favorite month cause its my BIRTHDAY MONTH! This year we did a low key celebration. Bryan wanted Pizza, a movie and cupcakes. So that is what he got. I wanted to go to Miami to the Shake Shack for dinner and the Ice Box for dessert. So that is what we did. I was so full at the end I was sick.

Earlier in the day I went and got a facial and my nails done. Two Groupons that I bought in January and saved for my birthday. My face was so red after the facial that I did not want to take any pictures on my birthday.

Next, it was up to Tampa to end this fun filled month of celebrations. My mom and I drove to Logan and Lauren's home and dad flew in. We were hoping to be meeting a new little baby but she did not want come yet. She did come on April 13th so Bryan and I are heading up to Tampa this weekend to meet Alora Rae!

Can't wait for our next trip!!

Nothing new in our lives

I have not blogged in over a month and started thinking what came I write about. Nothing came to mind. Our lives have been boring lately. I got to work, and Bryan goes to school. We come home eat dinner and pass out. I feel like I live at work. This week I start working nights and I am excited/nervous. I make more money so that is sweet. On a positive note I am going to Disney world in 2 weeks with my family and so excited!!

So what's been going on our lives???... Absolutely nothing! The high light of my weeks are working out and going to the beach. I started running with a friend and I really like it. We run 2.3 miles and sometimes go to the gym afterwards. With work being stressful running has been very relaxing for me. Never thought I would say that!!

Spontaneous Adventure

After Christmas and the beginning of January I worked 3 weekends in a row. Bryan and I felt like we were living different lives and didn't see each other very much. Wednesday night Bryan jokingly said let's go to Disney this weekend. You finally don't have work and my school schedule is going to get more intense so now or never. I was like yes let's do it! Bryan was shocked I said yes. We did not talk about it again. On Friday morning I asked Bryan are we going to Disney or not. He said yes. So while he was at school, I cleaned the house, did laundry, ran errands, booked a hotel, took out cash for the weekend, fill the car up and planned our day at Disney. When we left our house Friday night I was exhausted from getting everything ready but so excited for our trip. We are NOT spontaneous people. We NEVER just up and leave on a weekend trip. This was big for us. We drove up Friday night and slept in a cheap hotel. Saturday we went to Hollywood Studios in the morning and Epcot at night. We were planning on doing Magic Kingdom late at night but we got exhausted and decided to drive home and do Magic Kingdom next time. We love Disney World and loved spending the day together. Our lives are only going to get more hectic and this was a nice last minute get-a-away!

First ride of the day? Yes, that's The Toy Story Ride.

I wanted a picture of Minnie Lane. The day was cold like in the 50s so I was wearing many layers. It looks like I have a huge upper body!

After Hollywood Studios we went to Epcot. This is in the French country. It really does look like France!

It was so cold that I bought socks and wore them with my Sperry's and capris.

I took out cash we could only spend during the weekend. We both got to choose one treat. Of course I choose a carmel apple and Bryan choose a funnel cake with ice cream.

I finished the last bites of the Funnel cake.

Christmas 2011

This Christmas was unique. Bryan finished up classes and flew home to California while I stayed in Florida for another week to work. I arrived in California on the 22nd of December. After 6 fun filled and relaxing days Bryan and I flew home on the 28th so I could get back to work. It was weird only have 1 week off for the holiday but it also made every day special. I knew I only had 6 days and wanted to spend as much time as possible with Bryan's family.

Christmas eve the girls went to get manicure/ pedicures. It was the most relaxing one I ever had. I was exhausted from work and loved every minute of the spa treatment. That night Megan made delicious Mexican food. When we first got married and Bryan told me they have mexican food on Christmas Eve I thought that was the weirdest thing ever but its delicious. I think it is a tradition we are going to start in our family. Now I need to learn how to cook Mexican food or fly Megan and Andrew's family out ever year!

Christmas morning right before we opened presents.

Dallin was the cutest elf! He is so big and fun to play with. Bryan loved having him around.

Christmas morning we woke up early, opened presents, talked to Eric and went to church. Bryan and his mom got me the IPad and I teared up with excitement.. no lie. I cried. I was so surprised. Minutes before Bryan's dad opened an IPad and I was so jealous more like mad. But then I opened one too!

At church we sang Christmas songs the whole sacrament and it was one of the most spiritual experiences I ever had. I don't think I made it through one song without crying. After church I called my family to see how their Christmas was, played with my new presents, and enjoyed being with family.
Christmas morning before Church.
Monday we went to Down town Disney to the ESPN zone and watch the Lakers v Kings game. It was a blast and love the Disney atmosphere!

Tuesday we went to SPRINKLES CUPCAKES. My favorite place in California, after Disney of course!! Tuesday was a bitter sweet day cause I knew we were leaving in the morning and did not want to go. Bryan and I alway have a blast when we go to California and love hanging out with his family!

Thanksgiving

We kicked off our holiday celebrations in 2011 with flying out to Utah to spend time with my family. My parents flew out as well. We stayed at Dallin and Shannon's home and had a great time hanging with the family. It made me really miss having family around. I was most excited to finally meet my nephew Hudson!

Us on Thanksgiving day.
The boys cutting the turkey. Dallin and Shannon hosted Thanksgiving dinner at their house but I think I did their job. I made the turkey, cranberry sauce and dessert!

Friday after Thanksgiving the girls went and did some shopping. That night we went on the Polar Express. We took the train to the North Pole and Santa came and visited all the kids. My nieces and nephews wore their PJs, like in the movie and loved the train ride.
Oliver is the cutest kid ever! Ava and Ashton are best friends.
I could not get enough of Noah. He loves to cuddle and is always smiling. I think Bryan was most excited to see Ashton again and to finally meet Oliver.

Saturday Bryan and I hung out with Natalia and got see to Carrie and Eric Moyle. Saturday night we went to Temple Square to see the lights. It was packed and freezing. We did not stay long but the lights were beautiful. Being in Utah surrounded by so many temples make me want to live there.

It was FREEZING!!


Sunday we just relaxed with the family, visited Bryan's cousin Brent, his wife Luci and their kids. That night we took the red eye home to be back to the real world. I started work at the hospital the next day and Bryan had finals. It was so nice to get away and enjoy the holiday with family. It was a great way to kick off the holidays.